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Spaceman : an astronaut's unlikely journey to unlock the secrets of the universe
Author Notes
Mike Massimino served as a NASA Astronaut from 1996 until 2014 and flew in space twice: STS-109 on space shuttle Columbia in March 2002 and STS-125 on space shuttle Atlantis in May 2009 - the final two Hubble Space Telescope servicing missions. Mike became the first human to tweet from space, was the last human to work inside of Hubble, and set a team record with his crewmates for the most cumulative spacewalking time in a single space shuttle mission.

Mike has a recurring role as himself on The Big Bang Theory ; appears regularly on late night talk shows, news programs, and documentaries; and is a much sought after inspirational speaker. He received his BS from the Columbia University School of Engineering, and his two MS's and Ph.D. from the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT). He currently lives in New York City where he is an engineering professor at Columbia and an advisor at the Intrepid Sea, Air, and Space Museum.
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P R O L O G U E     A Science Fiction Monster               On March 1, 2002, I left Earth for the first time. I got on board the space shuttle  Columbia and I blasted 350 miles into orbit. It was a big day, a day I'd been dreaming about since I was seven years old, a day I'd been training for nonstop since NASA had accepted me into the astronaut program six years earlier. But even with all that waiting and planning, I still wasn't ready. Nothing you do on this planet can ever truly prepare you for what it means to leave it.             Our flight, STS-109, was a servicing mission for the Hubble Space Telescope. We were a crew of seven, five veterans and two rookies, me and my buddy Duane Carey, an Air Force guy. We called him Digger. Every astronaut gets an astronaut nickname. Because of my name and because I'm six feet three inches, everybody called me Mass.             Ours was going to be a night launch. At three in the morning, we walked out of crew quarters at Kennedy Space Center to where the astro van was waiting to take us out to the launchpad. This was only the second shuttle mission since the terrorist attacks of 9/11,and there were helicopters circling overhead and a team of SWAT guys standing guard with the biggest assault rifles I'd ever seen. Launches had always had tight security, but now it was even more so. Digger was standing right next to me. "Wow," he said, "look at the security. Maybe it's a 9/11 thing."             I said, "I don't know. I think they're here to make sure we actually get on."             I was starting to get nervous. What had I signed up for? I could swear that one of the SWAT guys was staring at me--not at potential terrorists, but right at me. It felt like his eyes were saying,  Don't even think about running for it, buddy. It's too late now. You volunteered for this. Now get on my bus.             We got on and rode out to the launchpad, everything pitch-black all around us. The only light on the horizon was the shuttle itself, which got bigger and bigger as we approached, the orbiter and the two solid rocket boosters on each side of that massive rust-orange fuel tank, the whole thing lit up from below with floodlights.             The driver pulled up to the launchpad, let us out, then turned and high-tailed it out of the blast zone. The seven of us stood there, craning our necks, looking up at this gigantic spaceship towering seventeen stories high above the mobile launcher platform. I'd been out to the shuttle plenty of times for training, running drills. But the times I'd been near it, there was never any gas in the tank, the liquid oxygen and liquid hydrogen that make rocket fuel. They don't put it in until the night before, because once you add rocket fuel it turns into a bomb. The shuttle was making these ungodly sounds. I could hear the fuel pumps working, steam hissing, metal groaning and twisting under the extreme cold of the fuel, which is hundreds of degrees below zero. Rocket fuel burns off at very low temperatures, sending huge billows of smoke pouring out. Standing there, looking up, I could feel the power of this thing. It looked like a beast waiting there for us.             The full realization of what we were about to do was starting to dawn on me. The veterans, the guys who'd flown before, they were in front of me, high-fiving each other, getting excited. I stared at them like  Are they insane? Don't they see we're about to strap ourselves to a bomb that's going to blow us hundreds of miles into the sky?             I need to talk to Digger,  I thought.  Digger's a rookie like me, but he flew F‑16 fighter jets in the Gulf War. He's not afraid of anything. He'll make me feel better.  I turned to him, and he was staring up at this thing with his jaw hanging down, his eyes wide open. It was like he was in a trance. He looked the way I felt. I said, "Digger."             No response. "Digger!" No response.  "Digger!"             He shook himself out of it. Then he turned to me. He was white as a ghost.             People always ask me if I was ever scared going into space. At that moment, yes, I was scared. Up to that point I'd been too excited and too busy training to let myself get scared, but out there at the launchpad it hit me: Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. This was really dumb. Why did I do this? But at that point there was no turning back.             When you're getting ready to launch, you have this big rush of adrenaline, but at the same time the whole process is drawn out and tedious. From the bottom of the launch tower, you take an elevator up to the launch platform at ninety feet. You make one last pit stop at a bathroom up there--the Last Toilet on Earth, they call it--and then you wait. One at a time, the ground crew takes each astronaut across the orbiter access arm, the gangway between the tower and the shuttle itself. You can be out on the platform for a while, waiting for your turn. Finally they come and get you, taking you across the arm into a small white room where they help you put on your parachute harness. Then you wave good-bye to your family on the closed-circuit camera and go in through the shuttle hatch. You enter on the mid-deck, where the crew's living quarters are. Up a small ladder is the flight deck. Neither is very big; it's pretty cozy inside the shuttle. Four astronauts, including the pilot and commander, sit on the flight deck for launch. They get windows. The remaining three sit on the mid-deck.             Once you're inside, the ground crew straps you in. They help you affix your helmet to your orange launch and entry suit. You check your oxygen, check your gear. Then you lie there. If you're on the mid-deck like I was there aren't any windows, so there's nothing to look at but a wall of lockers. You're there for a few hours waiting for everything to check out. You chat with your crewmates and you wait. Maybe play a game of tic-tac-toe on your kneeboard. You're thinking that you're going to launch, but you can't be sure. NASA's Launch Control Center will cancel a flight right up to the last minute because of bad weather or anything questionable with the spaceship, so you never really know until liftoff. Once it's down to about an hour, you glance around at your buddies like,  Okay, looks like this might actually happen.  Then it gets down to thirty minutes. Then ten minutes. Then one minute. Then it gets serious. With a few seconds left, the auxiliary power units start. The beast that terrified you out on the launchpad? Now that beast is waking up. At six seconds you feel the rumble of the main engines lighting. The whole stack lurches forward for a moment. Then at zero it tilts back upright again and that's when the solid rocket boosters light and that's when you  go . There's no question that you're moving. It's not like  Oh, did we leave yet?  No. It's  bang!  and you're gone. You're going 100 miles an hour before you clear the tower. You accelerate from 0 to 17,500 miles an hour in eight and a half minutes.             It was unreal. I felt like some giant science fiction monster had reached down and grabbed me by the chest and was hurling me up and up and there was nothing I could do about it. Right after we launched, I realized that all the training we'd had on what to do if something went wrong during launch--how to bail out, how to operate the parachutes, how to make an emergency landing--I realized that all those years of training were completely pointless. It was just filler to make us feel okay about climbing into this thing. Because if it's going down, it's going  down . It's either going to be a good day or it's going to be a bad day, and there is no in-between. There are emergency placards and safety signs all over the interior of the shuttle, telling you what to do and where to go. That stuff is there to give you something to read before you die.             After about a minute, once the initial shock passed, this feeling came over me. I had a sensation of leaving. Like, really leaving. Not just good-bye but  adios . I'd been away from home before, on vacations and road trips, flying out to California, going camping in East Texas. But this time, my home, this safe haven I'd known my whole life, I was leaving it behind in a way that I never had before. That's what it felt like: truly leaving home for the first time.             It takes eight and a half minutes to make it into orbit. Eight and a half minutes is a long time to sit and wonder if today is going to be the day you get it. You can't say much because your mic is live and you don't want to get on the command say anything stupid that might distract people. It's not the time to try to be clever. You just keep lying there, looking at your buddies, listening to the deafening roar of the engines, feeling the shuttle shake and shudder as it fights to break out of the Earth's atmosphere. You get up to three g's for about two and a half minutes at the end and you feel like you weigh three times your body weight. It's like you have a pile of bricks on your chest. The whole thing can be summed up as controlled violence, the greatest display of power and speed ever created by humans.             As you're leaving the Earth's atmosphere, the bolts holding you to the fuel tank blow. You hear these two muffled explosions through the walls of the shuttle-- fump! fump!  --and then the fuel tank is gone and the engines cut and the whole thing is over as abruptly as it began. The roar stops, the shuddering stops, and it's dead quiet. All you hear are the cooling fans from some of the equipment gently whirring in the background. Everything around you is eerily, perfectly still. You're in space.             Once the engines cut and you're in orbit, the shuttle's no longer accelerating. Your perception is that you've come to a complete stop. You're moving at 17,500 miles per hour, but your inner ear is telling your brain that you're perfectly still; your vestibular system works on gravity, and without any gravity signals coming in, the system thinks you're not moving. So you have this sensation like you're lurching forward but then you come to a stop when the engines cut. You feel like you're sitting straight up in a dining room chair, except that you're still strapped down flat on your back. It's completely disorienting.             The first thing I did was ask myself,  Am I still alive?  It took me a moment to answer.  Yes, I'm still alive.  We'd made it, safely. It took me a minute or two to get my bearings. Then, once I felt acclimated, it was time to go to work. I reached up and took my helmet off and--just like I'd watched Tom Hanks do in  Apollo 13 --I held it out and let it go and floated it in the air in front of me, weightless. Excerpted from Spaceman: An Astronaut's Unlikely Journey to Unlock the Secrets of the Universe by Mike Massimino All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.
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Publishers Weekly Review
Readers will be delighted and moved by retired astronaut Massimino's almost childlike wonder and enthusiasm, coupled with his humility, as he recounts the magnificence of space, the camaraderie of NASA in good times and bad, and a genuine gratitude for his good fortune. Inspired as a child by Neil Armstrong and the crew of the Apollo 11, Massimino was determined to one day join their ranks. That dream dimmed as he got older, but just as he was preparing for a career in the corporate world he saw the movie The Right Stuff, which reignited his fire and set him on a path that would finally lead him into orbit. Though the astronaut tests and training were some of the most challenging experiences of Massimino's life (which he dutifully recounts, warts and all), he made it, joining his fellow astronauts on two flights into space, including a nail-biting effort to repair a power supply panel on the Hubble Telescope. He also recounts what it was like to be at NASA during the 2003 Columbia shuttle tragedy. What could have been a rote, stoic memoir recounting dates and stats proves to be anything but. This is an engaging and uplifting memoir that's sure to give readers a deeper appreciation for the U.S. space program and inspire some future astronauts. (Oct.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
Booklist Review
Nothing you do on this planet can ever truly prepare you for what it means to leave it, writes astronaut Massimino. And, of course, most readers won't ever have the privilege to do so. But those looking for a peek inside the mysterious world of space travel would have to search in a galaxy far, far away to find a guide through the heavens that's as down-to-earth and entertaining as Massimino's. Without pretense, he crafts his memoir in plain language and with details so exquisite that readers will feel they're standing beside him at the bottom of a looming spaceship, waiting to be catapulted into the far reaches of the universe. Dotting his narrative throughout with references to classic space movies like Apollo 13 and The Right Stuff, Massimino shares his own intergalactic adventures in a way that is both endearing and incredible. His humble prose makes even experiences like meeting legendary astronaut Neil Armstrong seem almost casual, if remarkable, and relays the infectious awe he seems to possess at his obvious fortune.--Mattalia, Glendy X. Copyright 2016 Booklist
Kirkus Review
A seasoned astronaut charts the trajectory of his love affair with space and astronomy.Massiminos memoir is a smooth combination of personal history and immersive storytelling. Motivated by a childhood preoccupation with space exploration and astronauts like Buzz Aldrin, Neil Armstrong, and John Glenn, the author developed an obsession for the reality of space travel in his early years growing up on Long Island. Intensive academic studies at Columbia and MIT strengthened his resolve to pursue the space programas did the tragedy of the 1986 Challenger explosion. Being accepted into the NASA space program (and overcoming some eyesight correction issues) made his dreams come true. Massimino writes of training for six years prior to embarking on his first interstellar mission aboard the NASA space shuttle Columbia in 2002 on a mission to rendezvous with the Hubble Space Telescope. Yet even with training on his side, the author admits that, as a rookie astronaut, nothing you do on this planet can ever truly prepare you for what it means to leave it. He also suspensefully re-creates his second mission into space to repair the telescope in 2008. Written in affable, conversational prose, the book delivers a sensory buffet of sights, sounds, and inspired images with an appealing urgency. Like Mary Roachs Packing for Mars, Massiminos memoir is stuffed with fascinating details about the unforeseen complications of weightlessness, the zero-gravity experience, and the intricate physical, psychological, and gut-dropping, nerve-racking, panic-inducing situations involved in the flight-readiness training program and actual spaceflight itself. Even readers with just a casual interest in space travel will find themselves glued to the page as the author braids a childhood dream and a desire to make a positive impact on the space program with the ambition and bravery required to be blasted 350 miles into low Earth orbit. Massimino makes having the right stuff both breathtaking and formidable. A vivid, engrossing, and enthusiastically written memoir of aeronautic ambition. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to find yourself strapped to a giant rocket that's about to go from zero to 17,500 miles per hour?

Or to look back on Earth from outer space and see the surprisingly precise line between day and night? Or to stand in front of the Hubble Space Telescope, wondering if the emergency repair you're about to make will inadvertently ruin humankind's chance to unlock the universe's secrets? Mike Massimino has been there, and in Spaceman he puts you inside the suit, with all the zip and buoyancy of life in microgravity.

Massimino's childhood space dreams were born the day Neil Armstrong set foot on the moon. Growing up in a working-class Long Island family, he catapulted himself to Columbia and then MIT, only to flunk his first doctoral exam and be rejected three times by NASA before making it through the final round of astronaut selection.

Taking us through the surreal wonder and beauty of his first spacewalk, the tragedy of losing friends in the Columbia shuttle accident, and the development of his enduring love for the Hubble Telescope--which he and his fellow astronauts were tasked with saving on his final mission--Massimino has written an ode to never giving up and the power of teamwork to make anything possible.

Spaceman invites us into a rare, wonderful world where science meets the most thrilling adventure, revealing just what having "the right stuff" really means.
Table of Contents
Prologue: A Science Fiction Monsterp. ix
Part 1Want to Crow Up to Be Spider-Man
1A Perfect Goodp. 3
2Most All-Aroundp. 14
3Who You Gonna Get?p. 22
Part 2Maybe You're Not Cut Out for This
4The Smart-Kid Olympicsp. 33
5Force Feedbackp. 41
6Human Factorsp. 51
7Disqualifiedp. 60
8Yes Or Nop. 77
Part 3The Real Right Stuff
9There's Mach 1p. 93
10If You Have a Problemp. 107
11Spacewalkerp. 120
12Shackleton Modep. 129
Part 4The Door to Space
13Seeing Beyond the Starsp. 143
14Ready to Gop. 154
15Weightlessp. 174
16Earth is a Planetp. 185
17Maybe This is Heavenp. 199
Part 5Russian Roulette
18The Story of Spacep. 211
19February 1, 2003p. 223
20Why We Gop. 237
Part 6Worth the Risk
21From the Ashesp. 257
22One Last Jobp. 268
23Line 28p. 280
24Groundedp. 297
Epilogue around the Next Cornerp. 308
Acknowledgmentsp. 315
Photography Creditsp. 317
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